i look at my pictures, and then at someone else's
i'm content with knowing just a few true friends. i don't see why i need to know the whole world to feel appreciated. i'd rather be sincere, than superficial. i can't make friends in a few seconds, or a few days.hmm actually.. that's not true. i'm sure in 5 days i DEFINITELY have made new friends, but i definitely am not the type that will go out of the group to befriend everyone. i think 13 people is overwhelming enough.
maybe it's just personality crash. the facebook quiz is so inaccurate. there are always people i will never be able to exist well together, and these are the super friendly, forthcoming, loud ones.
opp from me?
no not really. i can be friendly, just in a different way. forthcoming and loud would be unnatural and weird. so i guess i shouldn't try that.
if i stay like that, will i end up like those who get forgotten as time pass? those who disappear right after the storm, those who are just fleeting passerbys? reason why i don't like short term camps/conventions is because you know you'll forget the people 2 years down the road. so like, what's the point of befriending them? it won't even last! though i'd really wish it would..
seriously, when i look at the pics, i'm like, how did they even know each other zomg. and they're not even from the same school/group/whatever. for some, their album is flooded with loads of people. it's like they've actually existed and made a difference.
to quote someone: it'll be sad if you leave rgs and nobody actually knew you went there, isn't it?
i still don't understand the quote though. guess it'll take time.
